Forgotten kitten

2008-09-30T23:46:00.001+08:00

I moved.www.goldenfeline.wordpress.com

2008-08-13T17:26:00.002+08:00

Assignment fever is going to be over soon 8DI guess after a while, things went quiet. He didn't show up at Coscon that day. LOL I realised only AFTER the event was over. I guess I was too busy being in pain and joy that I forgot his existance and the way he traumatised me last month.Lately my body clock screwed up. Been waking up at ungodly hours for filming for the past two weekends and that

2008-08-02T16:45:00.001+08:00

XD Another year has passed. (yesterday lol)I thank you all for the presents as well as the birthday wishes, I'm really happy about it!

2008-07-23T17:01:00.002+08:00

Haven't blogged for quite some time due to multiple reasons.1. Internet got problem2. Assignment overloads3. I just felt shitty. Incredibly depressed and troubled.Assignment are flooding my life, but I'm not surprised, and quite mentally prepared so I didn't break down or anything lol. I stopped wingchun this month, and started japanese class at Bunka too. 8D I've learnt all the hiragana and

2008-07-08T13:55:00.000+08:00

It was a blast last weekend! Got to meet lots of people and new friends as well 8D~DAY 1~Got up at 9.30am. Zander was gonna pick me and my mom up at 12pm >_> and my mum is reeaaallllly slow in preparing thus the early morning. I was already prepared by 11am, so I just sat around and placed a fan in front of myself to prevent extreme sweating.Love my blue contacts~! They're uber bright and clear

2008-06-29T21:10:00.001+08:00

Okay first day. Woke up at 7.30am to bathe and do my makeup. My family went out that morning so I basically did everything in peace! XD I was doing a nurse lolita!Put on my Ryoma wig and then stuff my hair extension into my bag D: my jumperskirt is in the bag too, because I don't wanna melt before reaching there. Looks like Ryoma crossdressing to me >.>Went to cityhall MRT to meet :devhexlord:

2008-06-23T13:28:00.002+08:00

Today is the day that my maid left to go home.I couldn't sleep well the previous night, refused to go to GEMs this morning so that I could say goodbye to her.I cried and cried and cried. Now my head is throbbing...Oh god, the more I think about it, I want to cry again.Yati, thanks for taking care of my family. I will miss you. Hope you'll remember us.

2008-06-22T19:18:00.002+08:00

13 days to cosfest!!! *hyperventilates* 8D...6 days to toycon! *FLIES WITH JOY*XDXDXD can't you tell that I'm excited?~*~Okay, starting from tomorrow, holidays are over. Being the lucky person that I am 8D no exams, and being the suay person I am, haven't really done any of my projects. Mainly because I was worrying too much about my cosplay stuffs. But it's not like I'm in deepshit, LOL I can

2008-06-20T23:22:00.002+08:00

At first I thought to myself : Do I deserve to be angry?No, I don't.I mean, it was a favor, and he spent time on it. Whether it be two hours, or ten hours, I don't know, but yeah. Even though he supposedly had other priorities.I don't know if he takes it as seriously as I did. I mean, it might not have been a huge deal to others, but it was important for me. I looked forward to it, had the idea

2008-06-16T18:04:00.004+08:00

Yesterday's event was a bit of a disappointment.Let's see, besides me, there was only another cosplayer who did not compete in the competition and she's a booth attendant. LOL. I'm the only "audience" cosplayer man. Lucky my "costume" is normal clothing, can blend into the audience. If not look damn stupid.60% of the audience are just kaypoh people and 50% of those kaypoh people are old folks who

2008-06-14T21:29:00.002+08:00

I got Tagged by Fei wen ._.Rules & regulation of this quiz:A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves with answers.B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.

2008-06-14T21:18:00.002+08:00

v_v yesterday was...eventful.I cycled like my life was dependant on it. Seriously. Cycled for 3 hours or less.Result?Excruciating pain when I reach home, coursing through my thighs to my ankles. I cried throughout the night because it was so bloody painful. Cannot even move one inch without experiencing the pain. I literally cried for my mother like a baby and then she had to mother me like never

2008-06-07T01:57:00.002+08:00

LMAO. I had this convo with my cosplay friends and the topic was BOOBS.Yes, I know, wtfish. D: These girls are younger than me, and apparently they are much more well endowed on the front than I am.Which makes me feel like an epic phail.Which explains why I can't cosplay sexy women.Which means...I have the body of a 12-year old.*facepalm+headdesk+bangwall*Damn Damn DAMN my tiny body built like a

2008-06-02T22:28:00.002+08:00

You know what I hate?People trying to figure out the part of me I want to keep a secret. Gawd fuck mind your own business.You know what I despise?People expecting me to react the way they expected.It makes me seem so simple. So stereotype. I'm not stereotype. I'm fucking special and one of a kind. No I don't care how big-headed that sounds, because I myself know that it's true.I worked like hell

2008-05-29T22:15:00.002+08:00

XDDD Streetfest was a BLAST~!Well, had some unwanted people down there, but my dear Mukuro and Lambo-san protected me from harms way 8D (not that I couldn't kick their ass to kingdom come but yeah ).My team was on high 24/7 D: it gets pretty rowdy. v_v when it came to photographing had to shout and shout to get the whole team to gather and pose.Friggin hot too. With fucking irritating security.

2008-05-23T20:52:00.004+08:00

Okay. Rest from my GEMS assignment to blog a bit.Got my palm read again by Master Khor. This time noting down so I won't forget.-I'll do good in property. Shall live in a condo in future and maybe even become a property agent.-I'm not fertile. <--- HAHAHAAAA-I need to go into glamourous jobs. Working with beautiful people, and beautiful places.-I'm a fusspot.-I don't like to get into trouble with

2008-05-13T23:51:00.002+08:00

I don't know what is worse.Ignored by boys, or bothered by boys. I have a good share of both, if you must know.After today I then realised that after my "transformation" from a butt-ugly girl to a not-so-bad-looking-girl, I attract the wrong kind of people. >_> Can I cry?I don't know if someone up there is trying to be funny with me, or what. I NEVER managed to get the attention of the guys I

2008-05-10T01:05:00.007+08:00

What exactly is a friend?This is my answer.A friend is someone who listens to me. Tells me the truth if I'm being horrible or something is hanging out my nose in a private corner. To bring me up when I'm down. Someone who helps me willingly. Someone who will not cry when I cry, because I don't care the shit about "crying together" because the friend needs to be strong for me. If she/he cries,

2008-04-27T21:06:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired. I want to CRY but I don't WANT TO CRY, and the feeling just conflicts and makes me sick to my stomach.Actually, I have no proper reason to cry. Crying just feels good, that's all. But with my maid and grandma at home, there's no privacy to cry my heart out, and if I did, they would rat to my mom and I'll find myself in another random heart to heart talk with my parents which only

2008-04-27T00:11:00.002+08:00

I don't think I'm ever happy. Sure, I can be happy for a day, a few days, months , but it never lasts. Kinda like ecstasy, the aftermath sucks.I think too much, I think too much, I think too much. I want to bang my head against the wall to stop thinking.What if, what if, what if?Okay, let's talk about something healthy on my mind! COSPLAY! My wallet says ouch, btw.I work because of this

2008-04-15T22:10:00.003+08:00

This is my blog. I deleted my super super super old posts, and left the ones that were significant to me.Apparently, 90% of the posts I left behind are about my past crushes/relationships. I find that quite amusing.I never blog much, because I have my own diary. I ALWAYS have offensive stuff to say, so I keep my own WRITING diary at home. Blogs have a tendency to be dangerous, you never know whom

2007-01-28T22:59:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time. I realised that I only update my blog when I have absolutely nothing to do and when I'm at a brink of insanity.My mother's side of the family has a mental disorder. I think I'm catching it.I love my job at Toastbox. It got me out of my own little world and I met new people. You get to meet nasty customers which i'm this <-> close to insult them with colorful words.I hate

2006-11-15T14:30:00.000+08:00

I shall make an effort to update my blog.Yes, this is Le En speaking- I'm SO not dead.There was this thing called prelims that was eating at my life. Then this thing calledO'LEVELS sucking me DRY.~*~So many days have passedBut I've never had a single thought of you, it's true.I then realised that it's over.If you ever noticed your mistake,Sorry, it's too late;Your perfect girl has tried, lost,

2006-05-22T19:54:00.000+08:00

My feet ache.My heart feels empty.I feel sick and depressed when I get home.I wonder if my mother's still angry at me. But I should be the one angry at her.She's so unreasonable sometimes. But I'd want to let her know that I will still love her forever.Mother's always there when I was down - I really wanna know if she knows just how unhappy I am.Times like this I wish I can drift away from

2005-08-15T19:12:00.000+08:00

I just realised how stupid I am...Someone told me...when I told her about him...She asked me whether if I truly loved him or not...Or was I merely in love with the idea of being in love...The truth is...maybe I am...Because I feel left out...almost everyone I know has either been in a relationship or at least been confessed to that someone liked him or her....Me...?I can never be loved...because

2005-08-09T21:04:00.000+08:00

I'm so sadded...Ask him to smile for me...only for me...

2005-06-20T00:20:00.000+08:00

I jus feel like crap. Iono, just feel like it. Feel like drifting off somewhere where no one would bother meh. I like to daydream alot. Is it a bad thing?I wonder howssit like to have a boyfriend. It would be nice for someone to call me once in a while to chat or see how I've been. I never get phone calls - unless people need something. It gets quiet in the house in the afternoon. Then it would